Mental Decay in the Sunshine State

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I fell in with a bunch of new hippies I think. Stoned but highly intelligent, soul-rich, money poor, open & accepting, but with a twist of Elitism. From living on a tropical island with 1 person, to camping in the most extreme environment of the Nevada desert with 35,000 people... read on, it's NOT pretty.

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Monday, November 5th 2007

10:10:11 AM

Wondering how this will go down...

So there's a few things I was thinking about, in light of the blackmail situation....

I don't really want to leave, but will not put up with blackmail.

If he wants to talk about it (doubtful) then I will either say I don't want to talk with him about it until I've sought legal advice - he's gonna say what legal advice, and I'll reply 'about you blackmailing me, using sex for my immigration status/divorce threats' - he won't like that, but I feel REALLY BAD that he's treating me this way, why should I put up with it??

Or I could say, well if you want me to do that, something I won't enjoy, then I want to be able to have affairs with people - WITHOUT YOU - he will say why coz I said i wasn't interested in sex with other people, and I will tell him it's for the affection and attention, which I don't get from him, so being with someone else is the only way I can be happy and get what I want emotionally from a relationship. He wants the sex with others, I want the emotional side. I can get sex from anyone, who cares about that??

If he's unable to provide me with the passion and emotional needs I have, then I shall get it elsewhere, just like he wants sex elsewhere. Sounds fair to me.

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